In the past year, I've gone through all of the five stages of grief.

1. Denial
2. Anger
3. Bargaining
4. Depression
5. Acceptance

I've been thinking a lot about the word "legacy" today.   It seems so incredible to me that we could be talking about Ethan - someone I knew - someone's child, grandchild, nephew, brother - someone the same age as Josh - in terms of his "legacy" already.

I've been scouring the internet to try to find something that made sense to me.  The first thing that jumped out at me was this quote.  

This is bound to be a difficult week for the Saylor family. 

I can't imagine how painful it will be to go through Ethan's birthday (January 9th) and the anniversary of his death (January 12th).  

On Thursday we'll be participating in a "virtual toast" to Ethan by using the hashtag #Toast4Ethan on Twitter and everything else we post.  

Won't you join us?